Overview: How do we trust God when suffering leaves us with more questions than answers? Drawing from Romans 5 and his own life-threatening illness, Jay shares how Scripture reminded him Who God is and how suffering became a place of endurance, hope, and unexpected rescue.

Overview: Why does God allow seasons of testing? Through Deuteronomy 8, Jay reflects on how God uses the wilderness to humble us, reveal what is in our hearts, and teach us to depend on Him. Even when the purpose is difficult to see, God remains present, purposeful, and faithful to His children.

Overview: After a cancer diagnosis exposed where he had placed his security, Jay began to see how easily financial provision can become a false source of rescue. In this personal reflection, he shares how God used suffering to loosen his grip on abundance and teach him to trust the Provider more than the provision.